Retail Therapy!

Since I've been back in the states, I've been shopping like a maniac. Today I drove out to Anne Arundel Mills Mall - it's an outlet, and I bought about 5 pairs of shoes - loved the new English Clark thongs, and got my new running shoes from The Outdoor Store. From Off Broadway Shoes I loaded up on cute summer sandals. I pretty much shopped from about 11am till 8.30pm, and just made it home. I realised while I was there that I could SO DO with a back and arse massage, oh and of course I'd never turn down a foot massage.

Anyway, if anyone reading this is local to MD or DC, and knows how to give a massage, then send me an email.

Holding Timothy Hostage....

I just allowed Timothy to leave. I've had him held "hostage" for almost two full days now at my place. I've had hours upon hours of the best pussy worship - in fact so much so, that I do believe I'm almost raw down there. On Sunday night his jaw had to hurt. I brought over two of my friends, that I've missed so much while I've been gone, and after Timothy had made us drinks, we settled in for a night of fun and catching up, all the while making Timothy do the most intimate things to each of us, and himself.

Watching him take turns to suck on our cunts & lick our asses, was a big turn-on for me. I love making a slave do stuff to complete strangers, and also watching my friends reaction to whatever it is I've demanded that he do.

I love watching a slave masturbate himself - and one of my friends told us a shocking secret - (well she thought it was shocking) - she's always wanted to see a guy eat his own cum - so I told Timothy he had to make her fantasy become a reality. She was masturbating like crazy, watching him stroke his cock faster and faster, and I was really getting turned on just watching them both! When it came time for him to cum, I made him blow his load all over my feet, and then she got to watch him lick it all up. There was gobs of his cum all over the top of my foot, and seeing it there made me think I really should have had him blow it over my ass, just so I could get a good wet rim job into the bargain!

Before leaving yesterday to take care of some business, I made sure to strap him into a chastity device, then I eput my cum soaked panties over his head, and locked him up into a dog cage. (I have to get creative with no dungeon set up).

Hours later when I got home, his cock was rock hard the minute I freed his cock, and it was bulging like I'd never seen it before. I swear it had grown at least an extra two inches in size. To get me horny, and help me wind down for the night, I had him put my panties on, and I rubbed his cock with my feet, while I sat on his face, and made him eat my asshole, which had to have been quite sweaty and dare I say gross after my back to back workout & spinning class! That just made his huge cock bounce around even more. (My kinda guy)!

Later on that evening, I restrained him to my bed, and fell fast asleep with him between my legs, using his fingers and his tongue to make me cum over and over again. I allowed him to rub one off on my leg by humping it while he was eating me out, and I awoke feeling cold, to see him looking at my naked pussy, and whacking off again.

I've just sent him home, and after writing this, I feel the need to go use my vibrator. What would you like to have happen if I held you hostage for a day or two?? Do tell....

New photos coming..

I'm back in the States from now through September 17th, then I'll be going back overseas. So many fucking things have changed. My stupid fucking girl friend decided to not check her flipping email for the last year, and therefore, lost my domain name renewal (which had her listed as the technical contact). So, I had to figure out what the bloody name of my yahoo group was, and from there, I was able to figure out how to reactivate my email address!

I totally forgot to do a backup before I left , so of course, I don't have anything from the msnichole.com domain - no videos, no pics, nothing... I'll work on getting a few new photos taken hopefully this weekend and I'll upload them here for you to drool over, and then jerk those stupid little cocks off to.

So, I moved to a country where English is NOT the first language, and where men are generally NOT submissive. I've missed American men A LOT! I've missed the abuse that I can pile upon them, the humiliation, and to be completely honest, I feel like I've been a bit sex starved. (Is that at all possible)?

I spent last night logging onto collarme.com to take a look and see if any of the losers I used to know, are still around.. of course they are. It sucks that my email account got "deactivated" by yahoo, so I don't even have their old emails. There's actually a few of them that I've missed, and thought of while masturbating myself silly, reliving past "sessions" or events with them! NO doubt once I pop onto yahoo messenger a few times, they'll be IMing and begging their asses off. Just the way I like it.

I love, I love, I love.. what the fuck do I care what YOU love???

God, I fucking hate guys like this:
Greetings Goddess, my name is tom and i am a slave to Women.
i liked Your profile, but i am not interested in circle jerks.
i guess while i am giving hard limits i should keep going, i am not in any way bi-sexual, i will not suck cock and i will not take a cock up my anus, unless it is a strap-on You are wearing. i basically and in general do not play well with other males in bdsm.
But beside that i am open to anything.
You live an hour and a half away which is not real bad. i work in Westminster MD which is even closer. i could just come see You directly from there and then i am only an hour away, i would love to serve You as a bootlicker, chair, and doormat.
i love humiliations, i love eating out of a dog dish on the floor at Your feet. i love it when You mash my food into a digusting mess on the floor. i love it when You spit a loogy on the floor and make me lick it up.
i love being crushed under You, whether it is from being sat on or walked on. i love having my face stepped on and used as Your footrest. i can take a lot of pain, having my face ripped into by Your spike heel.
i love when my mouth is used as Your ashtay, Your toilet, Your used kleenix recepticle, or Your tampon disposal.
i love cleaning and doing menial, unpleasant chores which would obviously be beneath a Goddess such as Yourself, i love to mow the grass, wash the car, clean the toilet, scrub floors, do windows, hand wash Your laundry ANYTHING Goddess.
Please, if You can respect my limits, i would LOVE to serve You Goddess.
Bye for now

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I love, I love, I love.... what the fuck do I care what YOU love? Don't you fucks get that this is ABOUT ME?? Not about you. I am not here to fulfill your personal fucking fantasies. I'm here to fulfill my own. PERIOD. It's the "Nichole Show".... 100% all the way.

What was I thinking when I signed back up on Collarme.com ?? I guess if nothing else, it allows me to rant and rave like a maniac, and publically humiliate you stupid fucks. It gives me fodder for my blog.

LOSER!

Fun St Patrick's Day...

So, I met this group of guys off the internet, with a few of my dom girlfriends. They were panty slaves for the night. John who was single amazingly enough, had us all come over to his place in Baltimore after we met for a drink. We probably wouldn't have gone back to his place, but Baltimore was a crazy zoo tonight with people, and it was pissing down, so I was glad to go somewhere quiet, dry and cozy, where I could be myself ;-)

I'd spent a few hours masturbating into a few pairs of panties today that I took with me tonight. I was horny all day thinking about what *might* happen tonight. The suspense is sometimes as good, or even better, than the real thing! I was in a constant state of wetness the whole entire time.

I have been craving a good ass and pussy worshipping session. Thinking about wrapping my legs around some subs head, while I lock in him, and ride his face was all I could think about. It's been quite a while since I've gone out and played to be honest. One of my favourite tongues literally had a heart attack and died about 2 months ago. He was someone I could call on anytime, even from my car if I'd been grocery shopping or something, I could call him up and tell him I wanted to see him right then.. he'd adjust his schedule, and come right out to meet me. It was fucking awesome. My own personal little tongue slave at my beck and call. We used to meet at a hotel on Rockville Pike several times a week. I really miss him.

Anyway, I joined this group, and when I initially posted that I wanted to do this panty event, 70+ people replied to the poll saying they wanted to come and be part of it. To make it fair, I picked the first 7... although if I do it again, I think I'll figure out a spot where we can all meet, and at least have some kinky chat over drinks. 2 of the 7 didn't show up. They obviously chickened out.

Two of the guys were so horny that they whipped their cocks out as soon as we got sitting down, & that turns me on immensely.. (They did ask my permission, and I could see they were bursting at the seams, and I was dying to watch them worship my undies).. so they each got a pair of panties to sniff, suck and jerk off into, while I chose another guy to facesit. They literally came in seconds, got embarrassed and asked to go home... they wanted to keep the panties... no doubt for a second go around when they get home..

So that left 3 guys.. one for each of us. I didn't pay attention to what was going on with the others, because as soon as I got going, I was in total ecstasy. I was just dripping buckets of cum down my thighs, while he just kept sucking, and licking my cunt. I came tons of times. He came in my panties twice.

Riding home in the car, panty-less was even a turn on. SO..... anyone else up for something like this???

More reasons I fucking hate winter!

Ok the fact that I spend all my time at home means:

My bed never gets made - why bother when I'm just going to get in and out of it?
Porn.
Too much of "The View" & "Entertainment Tonight".
Napping in bed while watching the above.
An entire box of O's, before lunchtime.
Sweeping O's out of my bed before I can climb back into it.
No showering - Why bother? I'm only going back to bed.
Rabid masturbation. I'm in bed for Christsake - what else am I going to do?
More Porn. Followed by more masturbation.
TIVO.
Another box of Cheerio's by bedtime. All those orgasms make me have the munchies.

Do you live in the DC Metro area?

If so, then you might be interested in these:

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Femdom_Meetup_DC/

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/sexybbwmistress/

UPDATE 7/1/08: I've created my own group on "meetup" that allows you to RSVP for events via a calendar. Log onto it here: http://adultent.meetup.com/177/

Hello

God I hate this fucking cold ass weather. I'm sick of freezing my ass off. I'm sick of snow, ice and wearing sweats. I haven't gotten dressed up in AGES. I'm really really pissed off during the winter. I think it depresses me, and makes me angry all the time. I mean, I actually can see nothing wrong with throwing a cup of ice around some jack ass in another car, and I can't actually believe that some woman got sent to jail for 2 months for doing so. I mean it was a fucking soft cup of ice. What a pussy. I'd have thrown a big ass 20lb dumbell at him personally.

I hate drivers who sit on my ass - I brake hard intentionally just hoping that they fucking hit me, so I can get out of my car and scream obsenities at them. I hate the guys who swerve in and out of lanes just to get two cars ahead of me, I just want to see them wrap their beamers around an electricity pole.

Driving from the gym last weekend was hair-raising. When I arrived, it wasn't snowing - but that was at 9 in the morning, when I left at lunch time, there was a fucking blizzard going on outside. Of course, as I was getting on the highway, at about 30mph, the jack-asses in great big ass SUV's were speeding past at 80MPH - while it's snowing, hard. I just kept wishing that I'd see one of them wreck, and sure enough, just as I got off on my exit, there was some big old mercedes jeep being pulled out of the ditch by the cops, with half his axle missing, and his bumper laying 100 feet away. Karma is a great thing, and there must be something to the whole "Secret" thing. Positive thinking is alive and working after all.

This is a reminder to you --- don't mess with me! I'll put a hex on your ass!

God I hate jumping around!! Wanted to let you all know....

In response to the previous post ---> My email address msnichole_2002@yahoo.com is where you should submit your application to serve!!

ALSO.... I've read lots of e-mails over the last few weeks, but just haven't yet had time to sit down and actually respond - so Patrick -- be patient, and also those of you who are also wondering, do I like you or not!! LOL. I'm trying to get a handle on my good mail Vs bad mail!

I also wonder if I need a FAQ --> For instance, what do most of you want to know, that you can't find out either through my blog, or on my yahoo news group? I'm curious!!

I've been waiting to get pics from the other dommes from our evening out last Fri night, so far, they haven't come through!! ARRRGGGHHH.. I totally forgot to take my camera with me, so I'm relying on Jules coming through with some pics. She however is hyper sensitive about her scar on her leg from the dog attack, and as we're all pretty much nekkid (LOL) in most of the pics, that could be why I've not gotten any from her yet...

The other dommes who were there....??? Where are the bloody pics???!!!! I wanna post some on my blog!!!! I didn't want to do another entry, and jump past it, to have to go back!

Rick --> I've sent you two e-mails and haven't heard from you - however, they went to two different accounts - the one you use on my yahoo group and another one that you sent me an e-mail from. Are my emails now going to your spam folder? Sort it out boy!!

I've updated my wishlist -- there was so much stuff that I'd already been given for gifts, or bought myself that most of it was outdated.. Remember, if you want to show that you appreciate me, or my blog -- or just want to know more about what I'm currently into - check it out!