Do you miss me? I know that I moved on... but..
I miss you.
And you've had some "upgrades" done since I last saw you. Lookin' Nice....
It makes me want you. Again.
I'm flirting with the idea that I could have both of you at the same time.... ?
If you ever wanna get to know me more... send me an email.
I'll tell you where I'm hanging my thigh high boots at these days, and I promise I'm only getting better.
Mistress Nichole.
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/MsNichole_Bitch-in-Boots/
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Friday, August 15, 2008
MY BLOG HAS MOVED..
So fucking blogger, after a week or two of having taken away my access to post, (because I actually do blog, almost every day), believed that I must be a spammer. Or a spambot. Well jeez, thanks blogger....
So they've now "reviewed" me and I can now access my own blog, and make new posts.
But I've moved on.
IF YOU WANT TO CONTINUE READING ABOUT MY EXPLOITS then you should join my yahoo group to find the new blog. I'm going to be using wordpress instead.
You can also send me an email to: MsNichole_2002@yahoo.com and REQUEST the link to my new blog.
So they've now "reviewed" me and I can now access my own blog, and make new posts.
But I've moved on.
IF YOU WANT TO CONTINUE READING ABOUT MY EXPLOITS then you should join my yahoo group to find the new blog. I'm going to be using wordpress instead.
You can also send me an email to: MsNichole_2002@yahoo.com and REQUEST the link to my new blog.
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
I want to be...
Fucked hard. Ram it in, fill me up. I need all of it. Deep inside my tight, wet, slippery pussy. Just shove it in, no playing around, no teasing me. I want to be fucked long, and hard, by your big, strong cock.
No pansy ass bullshit. No me, telling you, what to do. No calling me "Mistress". Take me. Now. All the way. Make me scream, and moan, and thrash all over. I want you to tell me to shut the fuck up, to stop telling you what to do, and how to do it.
When I'm done, and feel like I've been split wide open, raw from all the sex, then, and only then, may you leave. Quietly.
RULE # 1 - ADORE ME..
No pansy ass bullshit. No me, telling you, what to do. No calling me "Mistress". Take me. Now. All the way. Make me scream, and moan, and thrash all over. I want you to tell me to shut the fuck up, to stop telling you what to do, and how to do it.
When I'm done, and feel like I've been split wide open, raw from all the sex, then, and only then, may you leave. Quietly.
RULE # 1 - ADORE ME..
Rant..
God I fucking hate how stupid some of the "dominant" women (and I use that very loosely) involved with this lifestyle are. I tried catching up on some posts in various yahoo groups that I just subscribed to, but they're all fucking idiotic, mind numbing, unintelligent freaks, who are totally catering to the wishes of the men they're charging to play with. Hardly very "dominatrix" like.
There was so much crapola to get through that I don't even know where to begin: (here's some excerpts, and they'll remain nameless)..
"It's my b'day and I want to spend it with a sub who will take me to the hairdressers, the nail salon, then shopping, and what you buy for me I will use on you the NEXT time I see you".. OK, seriously, does that sound like fucking fun?? Who really in their right mind would want to spend anytime with that? She sounds like a broke, baby mama drama, lazy, unimaginative fuck. Another one who has one of those fucked up websites, with nothing on there except the now compulsory, contact me, images, session information... (but no pay-per-view area, so that was a bit of a bonus in her favour).
In my world, a man can actually get on his knees, no previous purchase required.
"No touching allowed" - WFT? "I AM NOT AN ESCORT, and Domination/Fantasy-Role Play is NOT a service that involves ANY sex acts".
Do they have some kind of sensory issue? a fucked up skin disorder? Isn't this at all sexual to them, which would then in part require them to be touched by the person they're playing with? When I do this stuff, my body screams for an orgasm, and my skin aches to be touched, stroked, kissed, licked, and mostly ADORED! Why don't pro-dominant women like to fuck? Why do they have this whole holier than thou attitude that they're better than a prostitute, because they're not having sex for money... !!! WTF is that all about?
If a man is paying you for a session, you can bet that he expects to get off, because he's paying you for it! Fantasy role play is EXACTLY about sex acts.. what the fuck kinda fantasies do you have that don't involve sex??
Next up was...
"Morning Coffee" - "I spent 4 hours this morning strapping someone down to my rack with 26 leather straps to achieve complete head to toe bondage with suspension, but god forbid he's uncomfortable in that, I don't want to apply pressure to the wrong points... and it was the best cup of coffee I've had... yada yada yada.." Again WTF??
I can seriously think of a bazillion more ways to enjoy my morning coffee - namely sitting on a gorgeous veranda, looking at one of those infinity pools that just drops off the edge, with the ocean behind it. The sun is shining. Several men at the ready - one who can cook, and pour coffee. Another one who can suck my toes, like he's sucking a miniature cock. Two more boys who are intently sucking each others cocks, (just for my enjoyment mind you), with one of them dressed a little slutty, and the other naked in all his glory. Oh and did I mention that last boy? Well he's the one that I'm sitting on, he's my comfy chair for breakfast time and he's eating my pussy, and licking my ass.. and that's his breakfast. My clit is engorged, and throbbing, and I have waves of pleasure going through my entire body, because these men are here to serve me.
I'm sorry but no amount of money in the world would make me fart around for 4 hours strapping some asshole down to a table, and making sure he's all comfy and cosy in his leather cocoon, and I certainly wouldn't be telling anyone about it if I did do it (you know, just for the money). How the fuck is that enjoyable to any woman? They're LYING when they tell you that it is. Fucking liars. I know women, and I know what's enjoyable. That kinda morning would have totally ruined my fucking cup of joe and my entire day.
For me, this is all about being desired, about getting overwhelmed by that other persons sexual desire for me. Knowing that the other person wants and needs you so badly, is what this is all about.
That fetish that some of you have for serving women without *servicing* them. That’s the opposite of male submission. Because it has nothing to do with any kind of female sexual desire.
So who is serving whom?
I'm so bored, and annoyed and worked up now that not much else will make sense. What Femdom has been molded into, sucks. It's fucked up. It's totally no longer female domination. I'm tired of looking at all this male driven porn today and realizing how fake and pathetic it is. Where are all the real women?
Paying for it, versus not paying for it. Why do some people assume that the more you pay for something, the better it is? Why can people not see that in a male driven society, that men have controlled how pro-femdoms present themselves? Men have said that sexy is a beautiful fit model, wearing exquisite fetish wear, and doing exactly what you've told her to do, for the money that you're paying her. I'm even all ok with that picture, but let's not call it submission, or her a dominatrix.
There was so much crapola to get through that I don't even know where to begin: (here's some excerpts, and they'll remain nameless)..
"It's my b'day and I want to spend it with a sub who will take me to the hairdressers, the nail salon, then shopping, and what you buy for me I will use on you the NEXT time I see you".. OK, seriously, does that sound like fucking fun?? Who really in their right mind would want to spend anytime with that? She sounds like a broke, baby mama drama, lazy, unimaginative fuck. Another one who has one of those fucked up websites, with nothing on there except the now compulsory, contact me, images, session information... (but no pay-per-view area, so that was a bit of a bonus in her favour).
In my world, a man can actually get on his knees, no previous purchase required.
"No touching allowed" - WFT? "I AM NOT AN ESCORT, and Domination/Fantasy-Role Play is NOT a service that involves ANY sex acts".
Do they have some kind of sensory issue? a fucked up skin disorder? Isn't this at all sexual to them, which would then in part require them to be touched by the person they're playing with? When I do this stuff, my body screams for an orgasm, and my skin aches to be touched, stroked, kissed, licked, and mostly ADORED! Why don't pro-dominant women like to fuck? Why do they have this whole holier than thou attitude that they're better than a prostitute, because they're not having sex for money... !!! WTF is that all about?
If a man is paying you for a session, you can bet that he expects to get off, because he's paying you for it! Fantasy role play is EXACTLY about sex acts.. what the fuck kinda fantasies do you have that don't involve sex??
Next up was...
"Morning Coffee" - "I spent 4 hours this morning strapping someone down to my rack with 26 leather straps to achieve complete head to toe bondage with suspension, but god forbid he's uncomfortable in that, I don't want to apply pressure to the wrong points... and it was the best cup of coffee I've had... yada yada yada.." Again WTF??
I can seriously think of a bazillion more ways to enjoy my morning coffee - namely sitting on a gorgeous veranda, looking at one of those infinity pools that just drops off the edge, with the ocean behind it. The sun is shining. Several men at the ready - one who can cook, and pour coffee. Another one who can suck my toes, like he's sucking a miniature cock. Two more boys who are intently sucking each others cocks, (just for my enjoyment mind you), with one of them dressed a little slutty, and the other naked in all his glory. Oh and did I mention that last boy? Well he's the one that I'm sitting on, he's my comfy chair for breakfast time and he's eating my pussy, and licking my ass.. and that's his breakfast. My clit is engorged, and throbbing, and I have waves of pleasure going through my entire body, because these men are here to serve me.
I'm sorry but no amount of money in the world would make me fart around for 4 hours strapping some asshole down to a table, and making sure he's all comfy and cosy in his leather cocoon, and I certainly wouldn't be telling anyone about it if I did do it (you know, just for the money). How the fuck is that enjoyable to any woman? They're LYING when they tell you that it is. Fucking liars. I know women, and I know what's enjoyable. That kinda morning would have totally ruined my fucking cup of joe and my entire day.
For me, this is all about being desired, about getting overwhelmed by that other persons sexual desire for me. Knowing that the other person wants and needs you so badly, is what this is all about.
That fetish that some of you have for serving women without *servicing* them. That’s the opposite of male submission. Because it has nothing to do with any kind of female sexual desire.
So who is serving whom?
I'm so bored, and annoyed and worked up now that not much else will make sense. What Femdom has been molded into, sucks. It's fucked up. It's totally no longer female domination. I'm tired of looking at all this male driven porn today and realizing how fake and pathetic it is. Where are all the real women?
Paying for it, versus not paying for it. Why do some people assume that the more you pay for something, the better it is? Why can people not see that in a male driven society, that men have controlled how pro-femdoms present themselves? Men have said that sexy is a beautiful fit model, wearing exquisite fetish wear, and doing exactly what you've told her to do, for the money that you're paying her. I'm even all ok with that picture, but let's not call it submission, or her a dominatrix.
Can't sleep..
And blogger god bless 'em, is finally working again..Now if I just had a slave to suck on my toes, and lick my feet while I masturbate, I could go back to sleep again in a heartbeat...
Monday, August 04, 2008
Desperately Seeking... a lover...
So I spent today putting an "ad" up on SLS because I'm desperately seeking a lover. Not just any lover. He's got to be:
A real "alpha" male (i.e... More aggressive than me).
Have a large cock, that he knows how to use
Be kinky, and open to all the things that I'm into sexually, and either play along, or sit back and watch, and then to finish, fuck me the way a real man fucks a woman.
Have a great tongue.
Be able to talk dirty.
Be at least 6ft tall, and preferably at least 6'3 or more..
He's got to be able to make me go weak at the knees, have a sense of adventure, be into public sex, and be available whenever the hell I want him.
So far, I've had like 80 CRAP EMAILS, and 3 possible great emails. So I'll let you know how it turns out. Am I asking too much?? To have my cake and eat it too?
(Still not able to post pics with the blogger service.., they're having issues).
A real "alpha" male (i.e... More aggressive than me).
Have a large cock, that he knows how to use
Be kinky, and open to all the things that I'm into sexually, and either play along, or sit back and watch, and then to finish, fuck me the way a real man fucks a woman.
Have a great tongue.
Be able to talk dirty.
Be at least 6ft tall, and preferably at least 6'3 or more..
He's got to be able to make me go weak at the knees, have a sense of adventure, be into public sex, and be available whenever the hell I want him.
So far, I've had like 80 CRAP EMAILS, and 3 possible great emails. So I'll let you know how it turns out. Am I asking too much?? To have my cake and eat it too?
(Still not able to post pics with the blogger service.., they're having issues).
Feet...
Someone mentioned today that they'd like to see some more bare feet pics. Well as it's summer, and I spend most of my time by a pool, and barefoot, that was the easiest pic request EVER! (HOWEVER BLOGGER HAS BEEN DOWN FOR HOURS NOW, AND I'M GETTING FED UP WAITING FOR IT TO COME BACK ON!!!) WTF??
I wanted to get this posted first, because I'm about to go curl up with my book in bed. I wanna finish it in the next day or two because I just read a review in the post for a book I totally want.. it's called The Gargoyle, by Andrew Davidson. Ron Charles gave it an awesome review!
Sunday, August 03, 2008
MY man..
I've spent the entire day soul searching. I realized after the other night, that I don't want to emasculate MY man. My man is this hunk, this alpha male, and it's soooo sexy when he goes down on me, or when I ride his face, because he's not this whiny, pansied little sissy boy with a fetish for strap on's and humiliation. He's a man, who fucks me like a real man. Like I'm sore afterwards, you know, where sometimes my legs ache in that "oh you've been fucked real good way"..
I now almost wish I could take back the things I told him the other night over dinner that I wanted to do to him, and replace *HIM* with Mike, Josh, Dan or whomever, because that after all really is hotter.
So, I won't be trying to humiliate MY man any further. After all that is what I have all of you little submissive, fuck-wads for.
I wish I could understand how my brain works. Why do I get off on taking innocent looking, nice boys, and get off forcing them to put on a pair of slutty fishnets, a little pair of girls underwear, and a matching bra (all of which I've made them come with me to pick out at the mall, in front of whomever)?
Why do I get off then on bringing them home, and demanding that they strip in front of me, and watch as they drool at the prospect of me forcing them into their new attire? Helping them get into their outfit for the very first time, slowly pulling the knickers up between their massive thighs, and adjusting their cock and balls so that they fit nice and neatly behind the soft, nice, pretty material, then tightening those bra straps and making them run their hands all over their new purchases is such a fucking turn on to me.
To have them then put MY stockings, shoes (or thigh high boots), and underwear onto ME, all while they've got a heightened new perspective of just how pretty this stuff feels, is a little mind fuck all on it's own. Pushing them down onto the floor, and then sliding my body up against theirs... rubbing my legs against their now stocking clad legs, or pressing my breasts against their padded little bra, really enforces to them just how beautiful women are, (especially those of us who wear nice undies, and who go to the trouble of putting on the stockings, and the heels)... Seeing a sub laying down on the floor, all vulnerable, gives me shivers and goosebumps all over my body, I also actually literally heat up. Restraining them down, and telling them to watch me don my strap on, sends spine tingling thrills over me. Telling them that I'm going to abuse their "boy pussy" and rip that hole wide open while I pound it with my big hard cock, totally turns me on. Knowing that they've been craving a cock up their arse and now them knowing that I know their dirty little perverted secret, only makes it better.
The only slight problem with strap on sex is that, as a real woman, I KNOW just how good it feels to have something big and hard up my pussy, and invariably after all the stimulation against my clit from the friction of me fucking the sub with my strap on, I'd have to use my vibrator to finish me off. BUT NOW, I'm going to have to find a sub, who is hung as much or more than my husband, and who would come along for a kinda 3-some... and who would be my constant play partner that gets to make me cum long and hard, from his very big cock penetrating my pussy. A guy who'd be into getting his cock sucked from my little dressed up whore, and who wouldn't mind my little cock sucking whore staying quietly in the room, while he satisfies me completely.
I now almost wish I could take back the things I told him the other night over dinner that I wanted to do to him, and replace *HIM* with Mike, Josh, Dan or whomever, because that after all really is hotter.
So, I won't be trying to humiliate MY man any further. After all that is what I have all of you little submissive, fuck-wads for.
I wish I could understand how my brain works. Why do I get off on taking innocent looking, nice boys, and get off forcing them to put on a pair of slutty fishnets, a little pair of girls underwear, and a matching bra (all of which I've made them come with me to pick out at the mall, in front of whomever)?
Why do I get off then on bringing them home, and demanding that they strip in front of me, and watch as they drool at the prospect of me forcing them into their new attire? Helping them get into their outfit for the very first time, slowly pulling the knickers up between their massive thighs, and adjusting their cock and balls so that they fit nice and neatly behind the soft, nice, pretty material, then tightening those bra straps and making them run their hands all over their new purchases is such a fucking turn on to me.
To have them then put MY stockings, shoes (or thigh high boots), and underwear onto ME, all while they've got a heightened new perspective of just how pretty this stuff feels, is a little mind fuck all on it's own. Pushing them down onto the floor, and then sliding my body up against theirs... rubbing my legs against their now stocking clad legs, or pressing my breasts against their padded little bra, really enforces to them just how beautiful women are, (especially those of us who wear nice undies, and who go to the trouble of putting on the stockings, and the heels)... Seeing a sub laying down on the floor, all vulnerable, gives me shivers and goosebumps all over my body, I also actually literally heat up. Restraining them down, and telling them to watch me don my strap on, sends spine tingling thrills over me. Telling them that I'm going to abuse their "boy pussy" and rip that hole wide open while I pound it with my big hard cock, totally turns me on. Knowing that they've been craving a cock up their arse and now them knowing that I know their dirty little perverted secret, only makes it better.
The only slight problem with strap on sex is that, as a real woman, I KNOW just how good it feels to have something big and hard up my pussy, and invariably after all the stimulation against my clit from the friction of me fucking the sub with my strap on, I'd have to use my vibrator to finish me off. BUT NOW, I'm going to have to find a sub, who is hung as much or more than my husband, and who would come along for a kinda 3-some... and who would be my constant play partner that gets to make me cum long and hard, from his very big cock penetrating my pussy. A guy who'd be into getting his cock sucked from my little dressed up whore, and who wouldn't mind my little cock sucking whore staying quietly in the room, while he satisfies me completely.
Saturday, August 02, 2008
Hanging out, 'n' kinda horny...
I packed my family off to the museums today, and Faith and I have been hanging out on the couch together doing a big fat nothing! We're bored out of our minds, and didn't really plan to be home alone today.... It's going to be hours before I have to get ready to go meet my girlfriends in Baltimore.I could REALLY REALLY REALLY use a good pussy slave right now, a guy who'd just take me sitting on his face, until I sprayed my pussy juices all over it.
Bored, and online...
Friday, August 01, 2008
Photo Opps and more...
Hubby and I went for a romantic date tonight. I was trying to do a little more convincing of why cuckolding should be something he and I further explore together, and why he should be totally into it. I got dressed up with sexy new lingerie, and came for him while he was getting dressed for dinner. I seductively put on my makeup, and fixed my hair, knowing that he was watching me, and I could see him immediately start to get totally turned on, thinking about taking me before we left for dinner. He came up behind me, and slid his finger up inside my pussy, all the while watching my reaction in the mirror. I shoved my ass back into him, and started riding his finger. Totally was getting off on the idea that once again, he thought this was all his idea!I came hard within seconds, and then pushed him onto our bed, where I immediately climbed onto his face, and had him eat me out, all the while telling him that I wanted to fuck him really badly, and go on our date to The Inn with his cum wet inside me... (see where it's going)? I came again, and told him I needed him inside of me. I moved from his face down to his cock, and slowly started riding him, all the while playing with my tits, and shoving my tongue deep into his mouth. Just as we were both about to cum together, I put my hands around his neck and slowly started choking him. He completely exploded inside of me, pumping me full of his cum.
I stood up, fixed my pretty dress, and re-did my hair, and we left for dinner...
On the ride over, I brought up how I'd gotten off earlier in the day while I was in the pool.. letting the return jet blast the water right up against my clit, totally gets me off. I told him that I'd been thinking of going out and picking up a guy, who'd fuck me harder than I've ever been fucked before, and how I'd come back home to him, with the other guys cum all over my ass etc.,Little does he know that I indeed do have plans to go out tomorrow night with my girlfriends, and will probably do just that.
I love letting him think that it's all his idea in the first place, and allowing him to "hypothetically" discuss the possible arrangement.
By the time we sat down to dinner, I'd explained how I've been totally fantasizing about all sorts of nasty stuff, and being the safe, sane guy that he is, he asked what I'd do about pregnancy, or disease... (so it wasn't a "hell no" at least...) The pregnancy thing I explained could be taken care of easily by birth control, although I'd be rather loath to get on it. The disease thing, I didn't really have an answer for. (What do most people do about that)?? I Certainly do not want to catch anything, or bring anything home, and I've never even had a urinary tract infection, much less an STD.
Anyway, I'm going to Pazos for dinner with a bunch of girlfriends tomorrow night, we have dinner reservations at 8pm, and after that we're going to go check out that club in Columbia, called Silver Shadows or something like that... I'm off to put on some stockings, fuck me high heels, and a strap on, and I'm going to get hubby all excited and worked up, then restrain him to the bed, all the while, telling him all my nasty, dirty little fantasies. Then I'm going to sit on his chest facing him, and convince him to suck my cock... wish me luck ;-)
PS - Mike #14 - thanks for last night, I really enjoyed it. What do you think of the photos?
PPS - Mike #1 - hurry up and get back from Ohio, I miss those sexy green eyes of yours, and I wanna fuck that tight little sissy ass ASAP!!
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Tits, Legs n Ass...
That's it for now, gotta go meet my little sub in Wheaton at his office. After snapping these pics just now, I'm very wet.. no panties, little black dress, thigh high stockings, and heels. Would you like to have me knocking on your office door in about 30 minutes?? Leave me some comments, or drop me an email ;-) (IT really SUCKS having to take these myself.. but I'm meeting someone Thursday afternoon to have him take some of me...)
Dress up..
Totally bored, everyone got up and loaded into the vans and took off. My house is completely silent! I'm going to fool around a bit... would love to get together with a photographer to take some photos of me!!
Comments please....
Comments please....Tiger Woods
Of course 6 hours with my entire family yesterday was just about driving me over the edge when I decided we should all go Congressional Country Club for dinner & leave the little ones with the nanny. There was no way I wanted to deal with all that in the kitchen. We have MAJOR golfers in our family, and my younger sister is actually dating a very well known golfer. She graduated from St. Andrews, about 4 years ago, and my youngest sister goes into her 3rd year there, when she returns in Sept.
I had no idea that as fas as they were concerned, we'd hit jackpot, and it was a mob scene. Congressional was having their Tiger Woods town meeting about hosting the PGA, so anyone who is anyone was there last night.
It's funny, looking at us, well at least Jules and I, most people wouldn't think that underneath the expensive little black dresses, and shoes lays (for me) a raging nymphomania with a total sadistic streak for humiliating men (and the richer they are, the better, because that makes the humiliation that much more real in my mind). Once her tattoos are covered up, most people wouldn't be thinking stripper. I wonder how many men would have gotten on their knees before me, had they known that in the trunk of my car, I had the sexiest 6" stiletto, thigh high boots, a strap on, and a leather mini skirt.
As I'm walking around the club and the Senate Pub, I see tons of men that I know, (and whom up until now, I've never run into) and now I know why they're seeing me. Their wives look sedated, extremely boring, & conservative, and they all appear to have a proverbial stick up their ass. Looking around the dinner room, it was the same everywhere. Good looking, older men, stuck with these rich bitches that aren't giving it up. Most of them aren't even able to have a conversation together.
If it ever gets like that between hubby and I (where we don't even want to talk to one another over a nice meal) then I'm asking for a divorce.
Anyway, I had the best vegetable lasagne, was totally bummed that their famous lemon meringue pie wasn't on the menu, and settled for some of their white chocolate ice cream, with their delicious coffee. Even though it took 20 minutes to get seated, it is always well worth it. We made it out of there incident free & I got everyone back to their houses by 10ish. They're still asleep currently and I've got some peace and quiet at the computer for a while.
Faith took off for NYC late last night - around 2am, and I'm not sure when she's coming back. I totally have got to get motivated to go to spinning class tonight, and do something else besides.
I had no idea that as fas as they were concerned, we'd hit jackpot, and it was a mob scene. Congressional was having their Tiger Woods town meeting about hosting the PGA, so anyone who is anyone was there last night.
It's funny, looking at us, well at least Jules and I, most people wouldn't think that underneath the expensive little black dresses, and shoes lays (for me) a raging nymphomania with a total sadistic streak for humiliating men (and the richer they are, the better, because that makes the humiliation that much more real in my mind). Once her tattoos are covered up, most people wouldn't be thinking stripper. I wonder how many men would have gotten on their knees before me, had they known that in the trunk of my car, I had the sexiest 6" stiletto, thigh high boots, a strap on, and a leather mini skirt.
As I'm walking around the club and the Senate Pub, I see tons of men that I know, (and whom up until now, I've never run into) and now I know why they're seeing me. Their wives look sedated, extremely boring, & conservative, and they all appear to have a proverbial stick up their ass. Looking around the dinner room, it was the same everywhere. Good looking, older men, stuck with these rich bitches that aren't giving it up. Most of them aren't even able to have a conversation together.
If it ever gets like that between hubby and I (where we don't even want to talk to one another over a nice meal) then I'm asking for a divorce.
Anyway, I had the best vegetable lasagne, was totally bummed that their famous lemon meringue pie wasn't on the menu, and settled for some of their white chocolate ice cream, with their delicious coffee. Even though it took 20 minutes to get seated, it is always well worth it. We made it out of there incident free & I got everyone back to their houses by 10ish. They're still asleep currently and I've got some peace and quiet at the computer for a while.
Faith took off for NYC late last night - around 2am, and I'm not sure when she's coming back. I totally have got to get motivated to go to spinning class tonight, and do something else besides.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Jules & Miscellaneous shit..
So tonight I went out and had a margarita and dinner at Don Pablos in Laurel. It was me, Rachel, Jules, and Alison. Faith opted to stay home :-( After that, we headed home to play around in the pool. (Our family is coming tomorrow, and we definitely need to have fun tonight)!
Some of you guys ask me a lot of questions - about Jules (msjulie.com) and what's going on & what is our situation etc., Here's the deal. I came to the US when I was 17, she came out two years later. Her mother, and my mother were sisters (my mom has since died). I've always been interested in the whole B&D thing, and introduced her to it, and we both did sessions - sometimes together, but most often or not, she had her clients, and I had mine. We initially had a dungeon in Wheaton together, but literally it burnt down to the ground, and at that point we'd both decided we really wanted to live someplace a little more remote. We (she and I, and my husband) bought the estate place in Columbia, and we all moved in together.
Moving right along, I put together the msjulie.com site for her. Remember, I have ADD and don't sleep much. I was kinda done with the pro-sessions, bored & wanted to learn web design. I'd read the emails from her clients, and kinda give her a heads up on what the session should be, and afterwards she'd tell me how it went and I'd write her up a journal entry, which she'd read, then modify if need be. After about 3 years of crazy living together, hubby and I decided to buy a whole new place, which we then moved into. During those 3 crazy years we had live in slaves - one in particular, Olivia, gave up absolutely everything to move in and serve our every need.
I'm not going to give a blow by blow account, but we've had a few differences of opinion in the past, but it's currently all good. She hasn't done the professional domination stuff in a very long time - like 4 years or more. She's a certified personal trainer, and she works at a strip club in MD, and occasionally does the bachelor party thing, or private viewings. She got burnt out on the whole female domination & pro domme thing.
I took down the website when it became apparent that she was not going to return to being a pro-domme, and because I lost complete interest in updating it, or maintaining it.
We've had some rip roaring parties at our house, (it's got 8 extra bedrooms besides her suite, and mine), it's equipped with jail cells, stables, a huge outdoor swimming pool & veranda, and before she packed away all the dungeon furniture, an amazing HUGE basement. It's very private, backs up to a state park, and just to get to the house, you have to cross a private bridge, and drive down a 3/4 mile driveway. We used to have 5 horses, but now only have two. We both grew up riding horses on the beach in Ireland, and working for a company during the summers that would give lessons to tourists.
We have a large Irish family, with lots of brothers, sisters, aunts/uncles etc., and for the most part we're very close. I'm thinking that I'd like to put together the dungeon again, so that I can have fun and play around in it, BUT it's really not worth it, unless I'm doing the professional domination thing. It costs money to maintain & run the house, and the dungeon equipment is a huge investment, which I'm not sure I wanna do the upkeep on. I also think that the money exchange for me, takes away the fun, and spontaneity of my playtime. On the other hand, cash is kinda nice, and I could stick it away and fill up another mattress or two with it & I already know that I probably want my kids to go to private school, so it could pay for that.....
I have also flirted with the idea of perhaps hooking up with a few dommes in the area who would like to use the space, when I'm NOT using it, and / or use the space to host some more parties (but we're so not into the "scene" in this area - black rose, or crucible people hanging out here.... no thanks, we're not those girls). I am kinda interested in meeting the younger, hipper, more open to sex crowd, and TNG might be an avenue to explore. I did talk to Lexi about filming at our place, and I know that most of the pro-dommes now a days are into selling their video clips and running their website as a main source of income. I'm too private to want to do that, and I don't want anything out there that could potentially come back to haunt me.
Jules on the other hand wants to use the space to start her own personal training business, so that she's not giving 60% of her income to the gym. She's totally against me getting back into the pro-domme game & thinks that I should be happy with the few subs I see for my own personal fun and enjoyment, and that I don't need anymore.
Anyway, some of the other daft things that you guys have been asking me are:
Do I like to read? Absolutely when I have time. During the school year however, I'm pretty much a full time stay at home mom, and summer is basically our vacation time. SO, because I'm on vacation, I'm trying to read all the trash that I can get my hands on!
I am in the middle of this book:
and Mike just gave me "Secret Diary of a call girl", which was made especially for the new tv series on Showtime. However, the tv show was put together based on the true blogging adventures of another girl, and her blog was made into a book - called Belle de Jour. (Which I've already read). The intimate Adventures of a London call girl. You can read up on how it all happened at wikipedia. The real blog is located here. (Also it's Belle DE jour, not Belle DU jour).
Do I relate to call girls? Absolutely, I know many girls who do that for a living, and I get why they do it, rather than work in a fucking office. I haven't or wouldn't have done it in the past, because I've been in a semi-monogamous relationship for the last 16 years with my husband. Outside of my playtime with girls, and 3 somes or more somes with him and those girls, I've not actually fucked another man, until 2001, I really really really wanted to experience being with a well hung black man. SO, after many years of it being a fantasy, I finally convinced hubby to be ok with it, and I tried it with a guy that we'd known for about 2 years. Unfortunately for me it was in a swimming pool, it was anti-climatic in that he honestly couldn't get anything besides the tip of his cock up inside of me, and even that felt tight and sore (probably looking back due to a lack of lube or foreplay).
SO then about 2 weeks ago, I did the whole thing with that guy Mark that I blogged about earlier (so I'm not going to go back into it). Hubby was best not pleased initially because I hadn't told him I was going to do it. Since then we've had some hot sex, while talking about me going out and getting satisfied by another guy, and that's kinda fed into the whole cuckolding thing which I've got in mind, thanks to Mike and now Dan (the guy I had phone sex with yesterday morning).
I think being a pro-domme is "nicer" in a lot of ways, if I'm not into someone I don't have to accept them as a client, and pretty much if you work for an escort agency, you have to accept whomever they send your way. Old, no teeth, saggy balls... and you have to fuck him... uggghhh you get the idea. As a dominatrix (if you're a real one anyway) then it's all about you, and you getting satisfied, and it certainly isn't about fucking him, unless we're talking about a good mind fucking.
What do I enjoy doing besides humiliating men? Tons of stuff!! I love flowers, and gardening. I recycle, and have a compost bin! I love vines, and wild flowers, the bigger and messier the better. I grow my own tomatoes, peppers, sugar snap peas, zucchini and mesclun lettuce ;-)
Here's some more answers to the questions you guys sent me via the yahoo group:
While face-sitting a slave who is laying down.
I Love laying down and being eaten out, and when I'm all totally relaxed, I can squirt cum, then let loose with a nice big warm stream of urine, which hopefully the slave is lapping up, while humping the floor, or bed beneath him, begging to be allowed to cum...
Love public peeing, just squatting down and pissing wherever, and ordering a slave to squat next to me, and stick his hand in it, catching as much as possible, and then having him drink it, and then make him masturbate in public till he cums. Would love to make him walk around town with stained pants..
Have done it:
in the tub, squatting or standing over someone,
Straddling someone on the bathroom floor
Publicly taken a glass to a restroom and come back with it filled to the brim of my pee, and forced a slave to drink it, like it's a cocktail I've just brought him from the bar.. (Or I've gone to the bar, and helped myself to a slice of lime, or a cherry and brought it back, allowing my date to think it's another gimlet).
In the hotel pool at a swingers party, while wrapping my legs tightly around my date... (not proud of that, and don't pee in my own pool)!
I have to say though, it's not always necessary - clothes do NOT make the domme.
I LOVE thigh high boots, however it gets fucking hot inside them! I love nothing more than ordering a slave to put them on, or take them off. The unzipping or unlacing down the inside of my thigh, all the way to my feet is a turn on to me.
PVC is REALLY FUCKING WARM - in fact you just sweat constantly in it, so I'm not that big of a fan, but do have some super sexy patent leather thigh high boots, and a super sexy red patent leather mini dress.
I also like simple black dresses, or suits, where I look more like the average person, who just happens to have a very kinky personality!
clothespins around the cock and balls, and then while using my riding crop I get off on slapping them off one at a time..
Serious ball kicking with high heels, or just bare feet
Taking my nails and squeezing, or scratching
Hot candle wax...
Some of you guys ask me a lot of questions - about Jules (msjulie.com) and what's going on & what is our situation etc., Here's the deal. I came to the US when I was 17, she came out two years later. Her mother, and my mother were sisters (my mom has since died). I've always been interested in the whole B&D thing, and introduced her to it, and we both did sessions - sometimes together, but most often or not, she had her clients, and I had mine. We initially had a dungeon in Wheaton together, but literally it burnt down to the ground, and at that point we'd both decided we really wanted to live someplace a little more remote. We (she and I, and my husband) bought the estate place in Columbia, and we all moved in together.
Moving right along, I put together the msjulie.com site for her. Remember, I have ADD and don't sleep much. I was kinda done with the pro-sessions, bored & wanted to learn web design. I'd read the emails from her clients, and kinda give her a heads up on what the session should be, and afterwards she'd tell me how it went and I'd write her up a journal entry, which she'd read, then modify if need be. After about 3 years of crazy living together, hubby and I decided to buy a whole new place, which we then moved into. During those 3 crazy years we had live in slaves - one in particular, Olivia, gave up absolutely everything to move in and serve our every need.
I'm not going to give a blow by blow account, but we've had a few differences of opinion in the past, but it's currently all good. She hasn't done the professional domination stuff in a very long time - like 4 years or more. She's a certified personal trainer, and she works at a strip club in MD, and occasionally does the bachelor party thing, or private viewings. She got burnt out on the whole female domination & pro domme thing.
I took down the website when it became apparent that she was not going to return to being a pro-domme, and because I lost complete interest in updating it, or maintaining it.
We've had some rip roaring parties at our house, (it's got 8 extra bedrooms besides her suite, and mine), it's equipped with jail cells, stables, a huge outdoor swimming pool & veranda, and before she packed away all the dungeon furniture, an amazing HUGE basement. It's very private, backs up to a state park, and just to get to the house, you have to cross a private bridge, and drive down a 3/4 mile driveway. We used to have 5 horses, but now only have two. We both grew up riding horses on the beach in Ireland, and working for a company during the summers that would give lessons to tourists.
We have a large Irish family, with lots of brothers, sisters, aunts/uncles etc., and for the most part we're very close. I'm thinking that I'd like to put together the dungeon again, so that I can have fun and play around in it, BUT it's really not worth it, unless I'm doing the professional domination thing. It costs money to maintain & run the house, and the dungeon equipment is a huge investment, which I'm not sure I wanna do the upkeep on. I also think that the money exchange for me, takes away the fun, and spontaneity of my playtime. On the other hand, cash is kinda nice, and I could stick it away and fill up another mattress or two with it & I already know that I probably want my kids to go to private school, so it could pay for that.....
I have also flirted with the idea of perhaps hooking up with a few dommes in the area who would like to use the space, when I'm NOT using it, and / or use the space to host some more parties (but we're so not into the "scene" in this area - black rose, or crucible people hanging out here.... no thanks, we're not those girls). I am kinda interested in meeting the younger, hipper, more open to sex crowd, and TNG might be an avenue to explore. I did talk to Lexi about filming at our place, and I know that most of the pro-dommes now a days are into selling their video clips and running their website as a main source of income. I'm too private to want to do that, and I don't want anything out there that could potentially come back to haunt me.
Jules on the other hand wants to use the space to start her own personal training business, so that she's not giving 60% of her income to the gym. She's totally against me getting back into the pro-domme game & thinks that I should be happy with the few subs I see for my own personal fun and enjoyment, and that I don't need anymore.
Anyway, some of the other daft things that you guys have been asking me are:Do I like to read? Absolutely when I have time. During the school year however, I'm pretty much a full time stay at home mom, and summer is basically our vacation time. SO, because I'm on vacation, I'm trying to read all the trash that I can get my hands on!
I am in the middle of this book:
and Mike just gave me "Secret Diary of a call girl", which was made especially for the new tv series on Showtime. However, the tv show was put together based on the true blogging adventures of another girl, and her blog was made into a book - called Belle de Jour. (Which I've already read). The intimate Adventures of a London call girl. You can read up on how it all happened at wikipedia. The real blog is located here. (Also it's Belle DE jour, not Belle DU jour).Do I relate to call girls? Absolutely, I know many girls who do that for a living, and I get why they do it, rather than work in a fucking office. I haven't or wouldn't have done it in the past, because I've been in a semi-monogamous relationship for the last 16 years with my husband. Outside of my playtime with girls, and 3 somes or more somes with him and those girls, I've not actually fucked another man, until 2001, I really really really wanted to experience being with a well hung black man. SO, after many years of it being a fantasy, I finally convinced hubby to be ok with it, and I tried it with a guy that we'd known for about 2 years. Unfortunately for me it was in a swimming pool, it was anti-climatic in that he honestly couldn't get anything besides the tip of his cock up inside of me, and even that felt tight and sore (probably looking back due to a lack of lube or foreplay).
SO then about 2 weeks ago, I did the whole thing with that guy Mark that I blogged about earlier (so I'm not going to go back into it). Hubby was best not pleased initially because I hadn't told him I was going to do it. Since then we've had some hot sex, while talking about me going out and getting satisfied by another guy, and that's kinda fed into the whole cuckolding thing which I've got in mind, thanks to Mike and now Dan (the guy I had phone sex with yesterday morning).
I think being a pro-domme is "nicer" in a lot of ways, if I'm not into someone I don't have to accept them as a client, and pretty much if you work for an escort agency, you have to accept whomever they send your way. Old, no teeth, saggy balls... and you have to fuck him... uggghhh you get the idea. As a dominatrix (if you're a real one anyway) then it's all about you, and you getting satisfied, and it certainly isn't about fucking him, unless we're talking about a good mind fucking.
What do I enjoy doing besides humiliating men? Tons of stuff!! I love flowers, and gardening. I recycle, and have a compost bin! I love vines, and wild flowers, the bigger and messier the better. I grow my own tomatoes, peppers, sugar snap peas, zucchini and mesclun lettuce ;-)
Here's some more answers to the questions you guys sent me via the yahoo group:- How big is your strapon?
- Where/how do you like to do golden showers?
While face-sitting a slave who is laying down.
I Love laying down and being eaten out, and when I'm all totally relaxed, I can squirt cum, then let loose with a nice big warm stream of urine, which hopefully the slave is lapping up, while humping the floor, or bed beneath him, begging to be allowed to cum...
Love public peeing, just squatting down and pissing wherever, and ordering a slave to squat next to me, and stick his hand in it, catching as much as possible, and then having him drink it, and then make him masturbate in public till he cums. Would love to make him walk around town with stained pants..
Have done it:
in the tub, squatting or standing over someone,
Straddling someone on the bathroom floor
Publicly taken a glass to a restroom and come back with it filled to the brim of my pee, and forced a slave to drink it, like it's a cocktail I've just brought him from the bar.. (Or I've gone to the bar, and helped myself to a slice of lime, or a cherry and brought it back, allowing my date to think it's another gimlet).
In the hotel pool at a swingers party, while wrapping my legs tightly around my date... (not proud of that, and don't pee in my own pool)!
- Do you enjoy dressing up while dominating?
I have to say though, it's not always necessary - clothes do NOT make the domme.
- Leather, stockings, pvc, boots, heels, etc?
I LOVE thigh high boots, however it gets fucking hot inside them! I love nothing more than ordering a slave to put them on, or take them off. The unzipping or unlacing down the inside of my thigh, all the way to my feet is a turn on to me.
PVC is REALLY FUCKING WARM - in fact you just sweat constantly in it, so I'm not that big of a fan, but do have some super sexy patent leather thigh high boots, and a super sexy red patent leather mini dress.
I also like simple black dresses, or suits, where I look more like the average person, who just happens to have a very kinky personality!
- What are some of your favorite forms of CBT?
clothespins around the cock and balls, and then while using my riding crop I get off on slapping them off one at a time..
Serious ball kicking with high heels, or just bare feet
Taking my nails and squeezing, or scratching
Hot candle wax...
Monday, July 28, 2008
Miscellaneous
Kinda crazy having a whole free day to myself. Totally thought my family was arriving this morning, but it's actually tomorrow! Last night had to be one of the weirdest nights I've had in a while, and when I woke up this morning, I was totally expecting it all to have been some big old dream! It wasn't. The girl who'd been in the basement trying on clothes for 5 hours woke up first, around 11.30ish, she had NO idea that we'd even talked last night in the kitchen, or that she'd been in the basement for 5+ hours by herself trying on clothes!! Kooky. That in of itself should be a slogan to not do drugs & alcohol together. Jules finally rolled out of bed around 1ish, and was totally appreciative that I'd not left the cuffs on.... I did think about it to be honest, but I'm trying very hard to be nice, or at least I am for the next 3 weeks while our family is here.
I totally love Katy Perry, but watched her on the View this morning, and it was live, and not very good. I was totally shocked that the little blonde chick, Elizabeth was not getting her knickers in a twist over the whole "I kissed a girl, and I liked it" song. Seems to me like she'd have a real problem with lesbianism.
I had the most amazing phone sex this morning ever - and I'm totally not really a phone sex kinda girl - (I Like my sex up close and personal in real time)... with Dan... I'd hit it off so well with him previously that even the jealous girlfriend (he says gf, she says wife) wasn't enough to talk me out of it. We started the conversation about mild cuckolding, and by the end it was sooo raunchy that I couldn't stop squirting for like 3 minutes. We talked about a big ass black guy pumping me full of his cum, and Dan being underneath to eat it all up... it was very involved, and very hot, and for someone who has NEVER fantasized about anything like that before, I was kinda shocked that it's never ever entered my pretty little head before!!!
Anyway, I'm going out with some of my girlfriends tonight, and then we'll probably come back and party at the big house in Columbia, cause I have to spend the night here again!
I totally love Katy Perry, but watched her on the View this morning, and it was live, and not very good. I was totally shocked that the little blonde chick, Elizabeth was not getting her knickers in a twist over the whole "I kissed a girl, and I liked it" song. Seems to me like she'd have a real problem with lesbianism.
I had the most amazing phone sex this morning ever - and I'm totally not really a phone sex kinda girl - (I Like my sex up close and personal in real time)... with Dan...
Anyway, I'm going out with some of my girlfriends tonight, and then we'll probably come back and party at the big house in Columbia, cause I have to spend the night here again!
Sunday, July 27, 2008
I went out tonight to meet this guy for a drink after talking to him online for a few weeks. He was super funny, and easy to talk to. Somehow or another we got onto the subject of arrest, and I told him I'd never want to go through something like that. He then told me about his arrest.. one night while super drunk he got mad at his laptop, while sitting in his condo, and he discharged his hand gun, at the laptop. The bullet went through the neighbours wall, and the neighbour called the police...
Meanwhile, he passes out. amongst various empty bottles, so when the SWAT team bursts through his door, they're unsure as to whether or not he was trying to take his own life, or if he indeed was trying to injure, or kill the person next door. When they arrest him, they take his belt and his shoe laces, just in case he tries to top himself while in their care...
His parents had to come up with 75K to bail him out, he had to hire a lawyer, go to rehab for 28 days, and he's now in a sober living facility... I felt like I was on an episode of Intervention. I Swear to god, I couldn't make this stuff up.
He was soooo funny, and totally my type of guy, up until then. I could just hear AA in the background, and no doubt he's swapping one addiction for another. At least if I'm sitting on his face, then the neighbours won't be getting bullets through their walls was what one half of my brain was saying. The other half was the part that was telling me to not mess with his head, because he's maybe a bit of a whacko. Of course his name is Mike too..
Anyway as I get in my car to leave, my phone goes off... it's Dan's wife. Well that narrows it down, because next to the name Mike, Dan is pretty popular around here too....
Well it turns out, this Dan, was the guy that I had been talking to about eating a pussy load of my husbands' cum, who had sworn he was single, and that he hadn't had a girlfriend in eons had fucking lied through his teeth. Dudes, maybe I haven't made this very clear... I DON'T GIVE A RATS ASS IF YOU'RE MARRIED. I GET THAT MANY OF YOU HAVE AN AVERSION TO THE TRUTH, SO FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT ARE GOING TO SNEAK AROUND, DON'T GET FUCKING CAUGHT, AND CERTAINLY DON'T ALLOW HER TO CONTACT ME!! I don't want ANY drama, and it's certainly not my intention to make another woman feel bad.
When you get caught (not if), you should fess up and tell the truth. Maybe if more of you told your fucking wives what you were really into, you'd be having a rocking sex life with her.. or she'd be ok with you doing your thing on the side. Who knows? I've always been up front with my husband, and ok sometimes he doesn't like what I'm going to do, but at least he has the option of saying no.
As if my night just wasn't jam packed enough, when I get over to the big house in Columbia, where I'm going to spend the night, (so that I can be at the airport tomorrow) Jules is passed out, and RESTRAINED to her bed, along with some guy, who is also RESTRAINED to the bed.... who the fuck restrained them, and why can't I fucking wake them up?? I realize momentarily that she's drunk, but then I'm thinking date rape drug and worse. Luckily I was able to unlock the cuffs from them both, but they were both so trashed that neither of them was making any sense... I swear tonight is like some big karmic joke on me. I'm in my old room, and I'm a little worried that someone else is in the house, and that I don't have a gun, and that I might wake up shackled to my bed!!! THAT SO CAN NOT HAPPEN TONIGHT. WTF is going on?? Is there a full moon tonight??
Meanwhile, he passes out. amongst various empty bottles, so when the SWAT team bursts through his door, they're unsure as to whether or not he was trying to take his own life, or if he indeed was trying to injure, or kill the person next door. When they arrest him, they take his belt and his shoe laces, just in case he tries to top himself while in their care...
His parents had to come up with 75K to bail him out, he had to hire a lawyer, go to rehab for 28 days, and he's now in a sober living facility... I felt like I was on an episode of Intervention. I Swear to god, I couldn't make this stuff up.
He was soooo funny, and totally my type of guy, up until then. I could just hear AA in the background, and no doubt he's swapping one addiction for another. At least if I'm sitting on his face, then the neighbours won't be getting bullets through their walls was what one half of my brain was saying. The other half was the part that was telling me to not mess with his head, because he's maybe a bit of a whacko. Of course his name is Mike too..
Anyway as I get in my car to leave, my phone goes off... it's Dan's wife. Well that narrows it down, because next to the name Mike, Dan is pretty popular around here too....
Well it turns out, this Dan, was the guy that I had been talking to about eating a pussy load of my husbands' cum, who had sworn he was single, and that he hadn't had a girlfriend in eons had fucking lied through his teeth. Dudes, maybe I haven't made this very clear... I DON'T GIVE A RATS ASS IF YOU'RE MARRIED. I GET THAT MANY OF YOU HAVE AN AVERSION TO THE TRUTH, SO FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT ARE GOING TO SNEAK AROUND, DON'T GET FUCKING CAUGHT, AND CERTAINLY DON'T ALLOW HER TO CONTACT ME!! I don't want ANY drama, and it's certainly not my intention to make another woman feel bad.
When you get caught (not if), you should fess up and tell the truth. Maybe if more of you told your fucking wives what you were really into, you'd be having a rocking sex life with her.. or she'd be ok with you doing your thing on the side. Who knows? I've always been up front with my husband, and ok sometimes he doesn't like what I'm going to do, but at least he has the option of saying no.
As if my night just wasn't jam packed enough, when I get over to the big house in Columbia, where I'm going to spend the night, (so that I can be at the airport tomorrow) Jules is passed out, and RESTRAINED to her bed, along with some guy, who is also RESTRAINED to the bed.... who the fuck restrained them, and why can't I fucking wake them up?? I realize momentarily that she's drunk, but then I'm thinking date rape drug and worse. Luckily I was able to unlock the cuffs from them both, but they were both so trashed that neither of them was making any sense... I swear tonight is like some big karmic joke on me. I'm in my old room, and I'm a little worried that someone else is in the house, and that I don't have a gun, and that I might wake up shackled to my bed!!! THAT SO CAN NOT HAPPEN TONIGHT. WTF is going on?? Is there a full moon tonight??
Yummy..
I decided very last minute to call up my sub Josh & invite him to cum with me, hubby, Faith and her boyfriend to Tabu last night. Josh has been dying to watch my husband pump me full of his cum and then be allowed to eat it out of my steaming hot little pussy. For years I've kinda brought this up now and then to my hubby, (as a fantasy), and the reason being is that I want him to think that it's all his idea, and that I'm not pulling the strings as usual ;-) Of course over the last two or three weeks since I've been playing with my newest little slutty bitch boy Mike, my mind has been working overtime to find ways to really introduce my hubby right smack bang into the middle of it.
I decided I'd use Josh because for one, he and hubby have met each other a few times in the past, so hubby might be just that bit more comfortable, and I'll be more likely to completely get satisfied....
Hubby was thrilled when I put on a sexy red dress that he'd bought me a few weeks before, with some fuck me pumps by Carlos Santana. When Josh arrived is when I decided to tell hubby that he was coming along for clean up purposes. Josh's cock was bursting out of his shorts the entire ride up to Catonsville.. he thinks my husband is a total stud, and he's always asking him what kinda workouts he does to get his chest, arms and thighs so big... so I know he couldn't believe his luck in actually being able to see hubby's nice big ass cock pumping me while he watched.
When we arrived my friend Rachel was already waiting for us. She led us downstairs to the room that she'd scoped out for us. I have this rule that the door has to stay open, cause I like being watched - whereas hubby is a bit shy - he prefers to watch me, or others, rather than be on display, so I wanted to see him squirm a bit too ;-)
I told Rachel to take hubby's shorts down, and suck his cock while I rode Josh's face to get my already wet pussy, just a bit wetter. I spent the next ten minutes telling Josh how he'd NEVER get his sissy little cock near me, or any woman, and that all he'd be good for was face-sitting. I took Faith's panties off her, and made Josh put them on, and then had him get a good ring side seat next to me, while I bent over in front of my husband and stuck my ass against his hard throbbing cock. When I glanced up to the door, I noticed we had about 4 couples filling the doorway watching us. That just got me even hotter, and I told hubby to fill me up with his hot cock. I pulled Josh over, and allowed him to kiss me, while hubby drilled me from behind. Rachel was sucking on my tits, and when I looked down at Josh - his panties were now soaked with pre-cum. It was very fucking hot.
I then told hubby to stop so I could climb on top of him, and take his cock much deeper inside, plus I wanted to be able to kiss and play with Rachel a bit. Before I climbed onto his cock again, I sat down again on Josh's face. The boy was totally going crazy. I rode his face for a few minutes, before getting back over to hubby. Rachel then sat down on hubby's face, so we were now able to kiss each other, and fondle each other. By now, the couples had completely come into the room, and a ton of single guys were now peering in the door, and I could see a few of them had their cocks out - that just totally about put me over the edge!!
I rode hubby hard, and told him to shoot a big hot steamy load of cum into my cunt - he was more than happy to oblige. I stood up, and moved myself onto the couch, spread my legs wide, and demanded that Josh crawl over on his hands and knees to clean me up. That boy was right up in my pussy within seconds, and was begging me to allow him to cum, through mouthfuls of hubby's semen.
It was sooooo fucking hot!!!! After I came for a second time, I told hubby that he was to come upstairs with us and hang out for a little bit - I wanted to dance, get a drink and mingle. I really wanted to see if there were any chicks upstairs that I knew, and could invite downstairs for our 2nd go around.
We ran into a few people that we've known for years, and we spent most of the night declining advances. There's no way that I'm playing tame "wife swapping" games with some lame dude, who doesn't know how to please me, besides if there's not some form of domination involved, I'm totally not into it. There were a few big ass black guys that kept hitting on me, and I hate to even go there again because that was one of my biggest fucking fantasies that I could get off on in under 30 seconds, but once I did it, it was the worst fucking let down ever. Talk about fantasy not matching up with reality. I of course had to pick the black dude with the biggest cock, and he's the only guy I've ever been with since I've been with my husband, but unfortunately I was in the swimming pool when I went to straddle him. He couldn't even get the head of his cock into my cunt, so it was a total flop, and one which he wanted to revisit many times there after, which I declined. SO anyway, years have gone by since that one time experience, and I've so been off the black guy thing ever since then... until Sat night. Some of the guys that were hitting on me were the hottest fucking men I've ever seen, with muscles that I just couldn't stop oogling. One black guy followed me to the bathroom, and dropped his shorts to show me his cock... it took all my control to not push him to the floor and jump right on it. Since last night, I've masturbated several times thinking about his cock.
Anyway after all that dancing and bumping and grinding with several hot girls on the dance floor, I could feel some of hubby's cum dripping out of my cunt, and slipping onto my thighs. I saw Josh sitting watching me, so I went over, stood up onto the couch, and ground my cunt into his face. My dress was short enough that you could so see my butt cheeks if I raised my arms above my head. I made Josh sit forward a little so that I could put a leg around each of his shoulders and climb onto him, so that my pussy was right into front of his mouth, and I just held onto the wall while I rode his face.
Hubby came over to tell me that he'd found this really sexy girl, and he wanted us to go watch her. I grabbed Josh and Rachel and we followed her downstairs. She was something else. She laid down on one of the big beds downstairs, and told everyone that she wanted to do as many guys as possible, and she spread her legs wide,. and.... within 3 minutes I was bored out of my mind. So she was getting gangbanged, but she was soooo not into it. She was super hot, but she just laid there and didn't make a peep. She had a huge crowd of people watching, so I decided they could have my upfront row seat, I was going to strap myself into a swing behind all the action, and see what happened...
Oh yeah and I forgot to mention that I took off my dress, and slipped on my strap on, and then strapped myself into the swing... ;-)
Rachel came over and got down on her knees and started eating my pussy, I laid back and lifted my legs up into the air, and pretty soon some guy was sucking on my toes, another guy was massaging my head and shoulders, another guy was running his hands all over my other leg, and I could see Josh and my hubby looking like "oh shit", "what the fucks happening". I told Rachel to climb up onto my cock, and she and I rocked it out to one hell of an orgasm. I told the guys that I wanted them to cum over my feet and legs, and then Josh would have to clean it all up. It was really fucking hot.
I had an awesome fucking time.
I decided I'd use Josh because for one, he and hubby have met each other a few times in the past, so hubby might be just that bit more comfortable, and I'll be more likely to completely get satisfied....
Hubby was thrilled when I put on a sexy red dress that he'd bought me a few weeks before, with some fuck me pumps by Carlos Santana. When Josh arrived is when I decided to tell hubby that he was coming along for clean up purposes. Josh's cock was bursting out of his shorts the entire ride up to Catonsville.. he thinks my husband is a total stud, and he's always asking him what kinda workouts he does to get his chest, arms and thighs so big... so I know he couldn't believe his luck in actually being able to see hubby's nice big ass cock pumping me while he watched.
When we arrived my friend Rachel was already waiting for us. She led us downstairs to the room that she'd scoped out for us. I have this rule that the door has to stay open, cause I like being watched - whereas hubby is a bit shy - he prefers to watch me, or others, rather than be on display, so I wanted to see him squirm a bit too ;-)
I told Rachel to take hubby's shorts down, and suck his cock while I rode Josh's face to get my already wet pussy, just a bit wetter. I spent the next ten minutes telling Josh how he'd NEVER get his sissy little cock near me, or any woman, and that all he'd be good for was face-sitting. I took Faith's panties off her, and made Josh put them on, and then had him get a good ring side seat next to me, while I bent over in front of my husband and stuck my ass against his hard throbbing cock. When I glanced up to the door, I noticed we had about 4 couples filling the doorway watching us. That just got me even hotter, and I told hubby to fill me up with his hot cock. I pulled Josh over, and allowed him to kiss me, while hubby drilled me from behind. Rachel was sucking on my tits, and when I looked down at Josh - his panties were now soaked with pre-cum. It was very fucking hot.
I then told hubby to stop so I could climb on top of him, and take his cock much deeper inside, plus I wanted to be able to kiss and play with Rachel a bit. Before I climbed onto his cock again, I sat down again on Josh's face. The boy was totally going crazy. I rode his face for a few minutes, before getting back over to hubby. Rachel then sat down on hubby's face, so we were now able to kiss each other, and fondle each other. By now, the couples had completely come into the room, and a ton of single guys were now peering in the door, and I could see a few of them had their cocks out - that just totally about put me over the edge!!
I rode hubby hard, and told him to shoot a big hot steamy load of cum into my cunt - he was more than happy to oblige. I stood up, and moved myself onto the couch, spread my legs wide, and demanded that Josh crawl over on his hands and knees to clean me up. That boy was right up in my pussy within seconds, and was begging me to allow him to cum, through mouthfuls of hubby's semen.
It was sooooo fucking hot!!!! After I came for a second time, I told hubby that he was to come upstairs with us and hang out for a little bit - I wanted to dance, get a drink and mingle. I really wanted to see if there were any chicks upstairs that I knew, and could invite downstairs for our 2nd go around.
We ran into a few people that we've known for years, and we spent most of the night declining advances. There's no way that I'm playing tame "wife swapping" games with some lame dude, who doesn't know how to please me, besides if there's not some form of domination involved, I'm totally not into it. There were a few big ass black guys that kept hitting on me, and I hate to even go there again because that was one of my biggest fucking fantasies that I could get off on in under 30 seconds, but once I did it, it was the worst fucking let down ever. Talk about fantasy not matching up with reality. I of course had to pick the black dude with the biggest cock, and he's the only guy I've ever been with since I've been with my husband, but unfortunately I was in the swimming pool when I went to straddle him. He couldn't even get the head of his cock into my cunt, so it was a total flop, and one which he wanted to revisit many times there after, which I declined. SO anyway, years have gone by since that one time experience, and I've so been off the black guy thing ever since then... until Sat night. Some of the guys that were hitting on me were the hottest fucking men I've ever seen, with muscles that I just couldn't stop oogling. One black guy followed me to the bathroom, and dropped his shorts to show me his cock... it took all my control to not push him to the floor and jump right on it. Since last night, I've masturbated several times thinking about his cock.
Anyway after all that dancing and bumping and grinding with several hot girls on the dance floor, I could feel some of hubby's cum dripping out of my cunt, and slipping onto my thighs. I saw Josh sitting watching me, so I went over, stood up onto the couch, and ground my cunt into his face. My dress was short enough that you could so see my butt cheeks if I raised my arms above my head. I made Josh sit forward a little so that I could put a leg around each of his shoulders and climb onto him, so that my pussy was right into front of his mouth, and I just held onto the wall while I rode his face.
Hubby came over to tell me that he'd found this really sexy girl, and he wanted us to go watch her. I grabbed Josh and Rachel and we followed her downstairs. She was something else. She laid down on one of the big beds downstairs, and told everyone that she wanted to do as many guys as possible, and she spread her legs wide,. and.... within 3 minutes I was bored out of my mind. So she was getting gangbanged, but she was soooo not into it. She was super hot, but she just laid there and didn't make a peep. She had a huge crowd of people watching, so I decided they could have my upfront row seat, I was going to strap myself into a swing behind all the action, and see what happened...
Oh yeah and I forgot to mention that I took off my dress, and slipped on my strap on, and then strapped myself into the swing... ;-)
Rachel came over and got down on her knees and started eating my pussy, I laid back and lifted my legs up into the air, and pretty soon some guy was sucking on my toes, another guy was massaging my head and shoulders, another guy was running his hands all over my other leg, and I could see Josh and my hubby looking like "oh shit", "what the fucks happening". I told Rachel to climb up onto my cock, and she and I rocked it out to one hell of an orgasm. I told the guys that I wanted them to cum over my feet and legs, and then Josh would have to clean it all up. It was really fucking hot.
I had an awesome fucking time.
Saturday, July 26, 2008
So all this telling 8 hunky men what to do all day has got me a little hot under the collar. The good news is that pulling these houses together and having us move completely into the one in Montgomery County is going much quicker than I expected!
Faith and I have been dividing our time between the pool & the couch - I'm trying to catch up on Entourage before the new series starts, and just got done re-watching one of my favourite all time episodes.. the one were the Pussy Patrol go to bat for aqua-man, and take the sissy journalist with a huge fucking big black strap on!! My kinda girls! Loved the line, "we lick ass by day, and we kick ass by night"!!
I spent the early morning at a spinning class, and at some point this weekend I'd like to find a bosu balance ball, so that I can text on it from my new sidekick slide, which I love! Means that I can nix the idea of buying a new laptop, because the sidekick is so damn handy & I can get a core workout in too. I'm such the multi-tasker!
I'm trying to figure out if I should reward my hubby tonight by taking him to a swingers club, and allow him to watch me get it on with a girl, or if I should just go to the swingers club tonight with Faith, Rachel and a couple of our other girlfriends, and have our own fun. Choices, choices...
Faith and I have been dividing our time between the pool & the couch - I'm trying to catch up on Entourage before the new series starts, and just got done re-watching one of my favourite all time episodes.. the one were the Pussy Patrol go to bat for aqua-man, and take the sissy journalist with a huge fucking big black strap on!! My kinda girls! Loved the line, "we lick ass by day, and we kick ass by night"!!
I spent the early morning at a spinning class, and at some point this weekend I'd like to find a bosu balance ball, so that I can text on it from my new sidekick slide, which I love! Means that I can nix the idea of buying a new laptop, because the sidekick is so damn handy & I can get a core workout in too. I'm such the multi-tasker!
I'm trying to figure out if I should reward my hubby tonight by taking him to a swingers club, and allow him to watch me get it on with a girl, or if I should just go to the swingers club tonight with Faith, Rachel and a couple of our other girlfriends, and have our own fun. Choices, choices...
Friday, July 25, 2008
Uuugghhh..
I ate way too much for dinner. I decided last minute to get all dolled up and go with hubby and the kids to Congressional for dinner at the grill.... it was delicious, and they had their own version of English Trifle for dessert... their margaritas are to die for... and after two, hubby had to drive us home ;-)
I think I'm going to take him upstairs to bed, with some anal beads, and convince him why he should allow me to penetrate his ass for the first time ever... wish me luck!!!!
Mike... see what you've done? You'd probably better be hoping he doesn't follow through with it, otherwise you, my little wanna be whore, might be out of a job...!!!! I haven't stopped thinking about last night and this morning all day long.
Jack, sorry I blew you off for dinner at Panang tonight, but missed the family after being gone all of yesterday. I'll take a rain check though! Left my phone in the bedroom, so I missed all of your calls. Will give you a ring in the AM after spinning class, but don't plan on seeing me... we're off to move our shit out of one house and into the other to make room for the Irish Clan descending upon us..
I think I'm going to take him upstairs to bed, with some anal beads, and convince him why he should allow me to penetrate his ass for the first time ever... wish me luck!!!!
Mike... see what you've done? You'd probably better be hoping he doesn't follow through with it, otherwise you, my little wanna be whore, might be out of a job...!!!! I haven't stopped thinking about last night and this morning all day long.
Jack, sorry I blew you off for dinner at Panang tonight, but missed the family after being gone all of yesterday. I'll take a rain check though! Left my phone in the bedroom, so I missed all of your calls. Will give you a ring in the AM after spinning class, but don't plan on seeing me... we're off to move our shit out of one house and into the other to make room for the Irish Clan descending upon us..
Faith & Nichole
Need my pussy licked...
Oh I'm totally horny again right now. I swear to God there's something *wrong* with me. All I can think about right now is having a sub spend a few hours worshiping my feet, my ass, my pussy and my breasts... Ok the full story..
So I went over to Winter Green Plaza yesterday afternoon to meet up with my little slut Mike, and we picked out several anal toys to go play with. I had been so horny in the shower that afternoon thinking about stretching his tight little ass out, and turning him into my little fuck-able slut.
By the time we actually met, I was pretty wet. I went right up to the sales girl and told her I was looking for something small because I wanted to start ass training with my boyfriend, and could she suggest some dildos that would fit into one of the many harnesses I already own. She didn't even blink an eye.. she must obviously have worked there for some time! My slut however had that squirmy look, which I love! She pointed me in the right direction, but kept hanging around, so I suggested she take a hike and go see to the other customers in the store because this girl knows exactly what she's doing, and what she wants.
While getting ready to check out I caught him looking and feeling the satin French maid outfits, so I told him to leave them alone because I've got bucketfuls of that stuff at one of my houses, and that we should just go by there, and pick one up along with some various other things I knew I had.
We grabbed dinner at On The Border & just as we were getting the check, I got a call from Peechy that she was at my house, but didn't bring her key, so I told her we'd swing by to let her in, before we took off to have some fun. Taking my slaves to my house is NOT a usual occurrence but this little slut puppy has pulled into the top 5 of people I want a LTR with. After picking up some stuff from my house in Mont County, I realised that some of the other stuff I wanted to get was at the house in Columbia, so we made a plan that on the way to his house, we'd detour by the estate, he could meet Jules, and we'd go rummage in the closets and down in the dungeon for some other goodies.
My initial plan was that my single girlfriend Lisa might really like this guy, she and I have been getting kinky together for years, but she's never met a guy that she likes, and who likes her back, so I thought what the hell, at the very least it might be a kinda cool 3 some for the evening. Then I went one better and decided that I'd find out if Faith wanted to join in and that would be a very fun 4-some. Peechy overheard the plans, and of course wanted in on the action. I tried very hard to dissuade her, but she pleaded and said she didn't have to be involved, she just would wanna watch. So the 4-some was now a 5-some. Faith said she'd meet us up at Pastimes, and we went to find Lisa over at the RIO, only she wasn't there.
One other time that Mike and I had gotten together I mentioned I'd wanted to see Mamma Mia - only I meant on Broadway, but he thought I meant at the movies, (I didn't even know that it was a movie) and while at the RIO he asked if I wanted to go see it. We had a couple of hours to kill before Faith would get into the area, so I agreed. It was quite funny on a few levels. Plus it was set in Greece, with a ton of Irish characters. What more could I want!
I'm quitting with the Pastimes thing, clearly this swinger thing has gotten way more mainstream, and too many ugly fucks are now involved with it. We arrived, slow danced to one song, and I couldn't drink my bacardi & diet coke fast enough to get the hell right back out of there... looking at those OLD, FAT, FUGLY, BARELY MOVING, GROSS people was just drying my mojo right up. There was nothing sexy about it. I couldn't look at it, and not get completely turned off.
I basically ran out of the club, dragging them behind me, and I called Faith and told her not to bother coming, we were leaving, and I was dropping Peechy off and making her go console my husband, who I was about to call and tell I wasn't planning on coming home again that night..... At this point, all I really wanted to do was go to Mike's place, and spend hours stretching his tight little asshole out (with the hopes that later that night I could just fuck him eventually with my strap on). I also wanted to watch the rest of the cuckold movie.
At around 10ish we were finally able to ditch Peechy, and she took my car and I rode with Mike back to his place. On the way my husband rang to ask what was going on, so I told him that I was totally horny, and therefore I was going back to Mikes' house to dress him up like a little sissy and fuck him up the ass, and that he shouldn't wait up for me, but instead he should use and abuse Peechy by doing anything he wanted except putting his cock in her cunt. I didn't really even need to spell that out. It's the rule. He can watch me with other girls, he fuck me while I'm with other girls, he can get his cock sucked, he can eat pussy, but he can't kiss on the lips, or stick his cock inside them. The other rule is I can do anything I fucking want as long as I tell him.... seems totally fair to me.
SO, I had a great night, but I only came once... I had a really good morning, and came twice before leaving Mikes' house, and then once I arrived home I came at least 5 more times. 4 of those were with my husband.
I'm going to be tied up with family for the next 3 weeks starting on the 29th, so I've told Mike that he needs to be using the anal beads, the butt plugs etc., every time he wants to cum, so that by the time I see him again, it can be the real deal, with the strap on - that way I'm getting the whole power trip thing in my head, plus I'm getting my clit stimulated by the strap on while I'm banging him.
I'll have to tell my family that I've got a session at the gym with a trainer in order to leave by myself. That way once or twice over the next 3 weeks, I can hook up with him to try this double headed dildo thing. We'd sit facing each other, put our pussy's against each other ;-) with my legs over his, and hump the double headed dildo. It's slightly bigger than the plugs and the beads, but not as thick as the smallest dildo for the strap on. FUCK.. I'm horny again thinking about it... that and the fucking AWESOME face sitting session I had this morning when I got home. My husband has gotten soooo talented over the years at eating pussy that I really could rent him out!!!
SO... I'm going to be busy this weekend with Jules sorting out where we're putting 27 family members but I'd love to play again tonight or later this afternoon... email me if you're interested, and tell me what turns you on most about me....
By the time we actually met, I was pretty wet. I went right up to the sales girl and told her I was looking for something small because I wanted to start ass training with my boyfriend, and could she suggest some dildos that would fit into one of the many harnesses I already own. She didn't even blink an eye.. she must obviously have worked there for some time! My slut however had that squirmy look, which I love! She pointed me in the right direction, but kept hanging around, so I suggested she take a hike and go see to the other customers in the store because this girl knows exactly what she's doing, and what she wants.
While getting ready to check out I caught him looking and feeling the satin French maid outfits, so I told him to leave them alone because I've got bucketfuls of that stuff at one of my houses, and that we should just go by there, and pick one up along with some various other things I knew I had.
We grabbed dinner at On The Border & just as we were getting the check, I got a call from Peechy that she was at my house, but didn't bring her key, so I told her we'd swing by to let her in, before we took off to have some fun. Taking my slaves to my house is NOT a usual occurrence but this little slut puppy has pulled into the top 5 of people I want a LTR with. After picking up some stuff from my house in Mont County, I realised that some of the other stuff I wanted to get was at the house in Columbia, so we made a plan that on the way to his house, we'd detour by the estate, he could meet Jules, and we'd go rummage in the closets and down in the dungeon for some other goodies.
My initial plan was that my single girlfriend Lisa might really like this guy, she and I have been getting kinky together for years, but she's never met a guy that she likes, and who likes her back, so I thought what the hell, at the very least it might be a kinda cool 3 some for the evening. Then I went one better and decided that I'd find out if Faith wanted to join in and that would be a very fun 4-some. Peechy overheard the plans, and of course wanted in on the action. I tried very hard to dissuade her, but she pleaded and said she didn't have to be involved, she just would wanna watch. So the 4-some was now a 5-some. Faith said she'd meet us up at Pastimes, and we went to find Lisa over at the RIO, only she wasn't there.
One other time that Mike and I had gotten together I mentioned I'd wanted to see Mamma Mia - only I meant on Broadway, but he thought I meant at the movies, (I didn't even know that it was a movie) and while at the RIO he asked if I wanted to go see it. We had a couple of hours to kill before Faith would get into the area, so I agreed. It was quite funny on a few levels. Plus it was set in Greece, with a ton of Irish characters. What more could I want!
I'm quitting with the Pastimes thing, clearly this swinger thing has gotten way more mainstream, and too many ugly fucks are now involved with it. We arrived, slow danced to one song, and I couldn't drink my bacardi & diet coke fast enough to get the hell right back out of there... looking at those OLD, FAT, FUGLY, BARELY MOVING, GROSS people was just drying my mojo right up. There was nothing sexy about it. I couldn't look at it, and not get completely turned off.
I basically ran out of the club, dragging them behind me, and I called Faith and told her not to bother coming, we were leaving, and I was dropping Peechy off and making her go console my husband, who I was about to call and tell I wasn't planning on coming home again that night..... At this point, all I really wanted to do was go to Mike's place, and spend hours stretching his tight little asshole out (with the hopes that later that night I could just fuck him eventually with my strap on). I also wanted to watch the rest of the cuckold movie.
At around 10ish we were finally able to ditch Peechy, and she took my car and I rode with Mike back to his place. On the way my husband rang to ask what was going on, so I told him that I was totally horny, and therefore I was going back to Mikes' house to dress him up like a little sissy and fuck him up the ass, and that he shouldn't wait up for me, but instead he should use and abuse Peechy by doing anything he wanted except putting his cock in her cunt. I didn't really even need to spell that out. It's the rule. He can watch me with other girls, he fuck me while I'm with other girls, he can get his cock sucked, he can eat pussy, but he can't kiss on the lips, or stick his cock inside them. The other rule is I can do anything I fucking want as long as I tell him.... seems totally fair to me.
SO, I had a great night, but I only came once... I had a really good morning, and came twice before leaving Mikes' house, and then once I arrived home I came at least 5 more times. 4 of those were with my husband.
I'm going to be tied up with family for the next 3 weeks starting on the 29th, so I've told Mike that he needs to be using the anal beads, the butt plugs etc., every time he wants to cum, so that by the time I see him again, it can be the real deal, with the strap on - that way I'm getting the whole power trip thing in my head, plus I'm getting my clit stimulated by the strap on while I'm banging him.
I'll have to tell my family that I've got a session at the gym with a trainer in order to leave by myself. That way once or twice over the next 3 weeks, I can hook up with him to try this double headed dildo thing. We'd sit facing each other, put our pussy's against each other ;-) with my legs over his, and hump the double headed dildo. It's slightly bigger than the plugs and the beads, but not as thick as the smallest dildo for the strap on. FUCK.. I'm horny again thinking about it... that and the fucking AWESOME face sitting session I had this morning when I got home. My husband has gotten soooo talented over the years at eating pussy that I really could rent him out!!!
SO... I'm going to be busy this weekend with Jules sorting out where we're putting 27 family members but I'd love to play again tonight or later this afternoon... email me if you're interested, and tell me what turns you on most about me....
Just got home.. damn you guys have IM'd me a shit load yesterday and today. I've just got done telling my husband all about last night, we had amazingly good fucking sex for the last two hours, and he ate me out like he'd not had it in months ;-)
I think maybe because I told him that I'd fantasized about allowing my little slut to blow a load all over my pussy, and that afterwards I rubbed it up and inside of myself.... boy did that make him get fucking rock solid right after blowing his load 2 minutes previously. Round 2 was even better.
I'm off to the shower, and then just maybe, if you beg enough, I'll tell you all about my little bitch boy, and our adventures with dildos, butt plugs, and strap ons last night... and yes, I spent the entire night with him... again.
I think maybe because I told him that I'd fantasized about allowing my little slut to blow a load all over my pussy, and that afterwards I rubbed it up and inside of myself.... boy did that make him get fucking rock solid right after blowing his load 2 minutes previously. Round 2 was even better.
I'm off to the shower, and then just maybe, if you beg enough, I'll tell you all about my little bitch boy, and our adventures with dildos, butt plugs, and strap ons last night... and yes, I spent the entire night with him... again.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
So I got a good work out this morning, and leg pressed 130lbs!!! 12 reps X 3 sets, and then he had me doing all this other leg stuff - curls and wot not - leg stuff is sooooo easy for me!! I really would rather work on my arms and belly, so I'm thinking of going back tonight and taking my friends spinning class at 6pm, but that's cutting it awfully close time wise.. Faith is driving back from NYC currently, and I'm kinda hoping she'd be up for taking a spinning class with me.
My friend Peechy is also coming down to spend the night with me, and she's going to Pastimes, so I'll probably drive up there after I'm done to hang out with her for a little bit. There's also this couple who have been writing me on myspace who want to hook up & play, and I'm slightly interested & I think I'll have them come up there to meet me, and see if everyone then wants to play together.
I'm meeting my little bitch boy around 4ish to go shopping for a teeny weeny strap on cock that I can start to stretch his arse out with ;-) and while I was at his place the other night he showed me this porno from Roman Video on Cuckolding, and I haven't been able to stop thinking about it. I think I'm going to have to convince my husband to perhaps join me at a swingers club on Saturday, fuck me while bitch boy looks on, and then when I'm done and satisfied with my hubby's big cock, then I'll take bitch boy with my strap on, and then force him to clean up all the cum after we're done..
That's about it, I've gotta go hop in the shower, I'm all stinky!
My friend Peechy is also coming down to spend the night with me, and she's going to Pastimes, so I'll probably drive up there after I'm done to hang out with her for a little bit. There's also this couple who have been writing me on myspace who want to hook up & play, and I'm slightly interested & I think I'll have them come up there to meet me, and see if everyone then wants to play together.
I'm meeting my little bitch boy around 4ish to go shopping for a teeny weeny strap on cock that I can start to stretch his arse out with ;-) and while I was at his place the other night he showed me this porno from Roman Video on Cuckolding, and I haven't been able to stop thinking about it. I think I'm going to have to convince my husband to perhaps join me at a swingers club on Saturday, fuck me while bitch boy looks on, and then when I'm done and satisfied with my hubby's big cock, then I'll take bitch boy with my strap on, and then force him to clean up all the cum after we're done..
That's about it, I've gotta go hop in the shower, I'm all stinky!
Jack.
This is just a bit weird/awkward, and I'm going to cc it to your work account because I want to make sure you see it. First of all I do need to call you back, you absolutely are right when you say that you deserve that, but the reason I haven't is because I honestly don't know what to say about the last time.
We've known each other a really long time now, and I thought we were both on the same page. I haven't spent a night with you because I know how much you like me, and I knew that things would take a left somewhere if I did, but they took a left before it got to that point, and I'm not sure that I could have made things any clearer about me, or my situation.
Thirdly, I so know what you're thinking and what you didn't say on the blog & I appreciate it. I also appreciate being able to collect my thoughts and put them down, because I would lose my temper or my patience otherwise.
You are not the only man who feels like he married the wrong person, BUT I TOTALLY married the RIGHT person, and I'm probably more in love with him today than I was when we first got together. Do I feel like he gets the short end of the stick sometimes, then my answer is still no, cause he's got me.
Ultimately I really want to develop meaningful relationships with men (and women) that I play with. Because sex is so much all about the head, it doesn't get really good until you've made that connection and know lots more about the other person. (I should totally stop using the word sex, because I think anyone reading this will assume I mean your cock in my cunt, and that's totally not what I mean - I mean sex, as in all the fun kinky games that we played together that didn't involve "vanilla sex").
I don't want to stop seeing you, but I do want to draw a line in the sand, and while I'm at it, not bringing your "A" game had nothing to do with it. We all have our off days, or sometimes we're just not in the mood. I'll be in Rockville in the AM with Josh, call me - new number - 301-979-2466, and now I have got to go to sleep. I would love for things to go back to the way they used to be, we had some very fun times together. In actuality, because of you, I've explored things that I wouldn't have known about otherwise.
We've known each other a really long time now, and I thought we were both on the same page. I haven't spent a night with you because I know how much you like me, and I knew that things would take a left somewhere if I did, but they took a left before it got to that point, and I'm not sure that I could have made things any clearer about me, or my situation.
Thirdly, I so know what you're thinking and what you didn't say on the blog & I appreciate it. I also appreciate being able to collect my thoughts and put them down, because I would lose my temper or my patience otherwise.
You are not the only man who feels like he married the wrong person, BUT I TOTALLY married the RIGHT person, and I'm probably more in love with him today than I was when we first got together. Do I feel like he gets the short end of the stick sometimes, then my answer is still no, cause he's got me.
Ultimately I really want to develop meaningful relationships with men (and women) that I play with. Because sex is so much all about the head, it doesn't get really good until you've made that connection and know lots more about the other person. (I should totally stop using the word sex, because I think anyone reading this will assume I mean your cock in my cunt, and that's totally not what I mean - I mean sex, as in all the fun kinky games that we played together that didn't involve "vanilla sex").
I don't want to stop seeing you, but I do want to draw a line in the sand, and while I'm at it, not bringing your "A" game had nothing to do with it. We all have our off days, or sometimes we're just not in the mood. I'll be in Rockville in the AM with Josh, call me - new number - 301-979-2466, and now I have got to go to sleep. I would love for things to go back to the way they used to be, we had some very fun times together. In actuality, because of you, I've explored things that I wouldn't have known about otherwise.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Fucking Tired....
I didn't know how much cock my little slut might be able to take, so I found two of my smallest , and decided to throw them in the washing machine with my dress ;-) Stuck them in the tumble dryer and stuck it on air dry for 12 minutes while I hopped in the shower. When I opened up the door, one was missing... completely gone... I bent down to take a good look in the dryer, totally befuddled.. and happened to glance up.. there was my purple g spot cock completely suctioned to the top of the dryer barrel, and I had to pull and pull on it to get it to come off... Totally fucking hilarious.
Anyway, due to my bad time keeping skills all day long, I was about 15 minutes late getting to "Your Mama" meet n greet. Wish I'd known they really were in the same age group as my mama. I'm totally glad I met Lynne, but there was this whole Natzi name tag wearing rule, and they just wouldn't quit with it. It was very weird. Not my bag. My little sissy cock sucker and I sat down briefly - very briefly, just long enough for us to figure out new plans. The new plans turned out to be very awesome!
We drove down to DC to the TNG meetup, --- that was off the hook. I finally got to meet Goddess Lexi, and Mistress Lynn.
I don't know which sub told me that Lynn and I would totally hit it off, but she's awesome. I think our personalities might be a lot alike. I spent ages talking to Lexi, and really enjoyed her. She's smart, funny, and absolutely gorgeous.
Unfortunately? I was so horny to take M. back to his place and fuck him with one or both of my strap ons, that my mind kept wandering, so much so that I told M. it was time to go. If you're young, hip, crazy and like to party, clearly TNG (on special event nights), and not the black rose is the place to be. Everyone looked like they were having a great time, and they were all mostly in my age group, or younger.
I drove us back to his place, where I had him put my stockings on me, then my thigh high boots, then my strap on, and then I stood up and took off my dress. He was such a horny little bitch. He couldn't wait to wrap his lips around my cock, but I made him wait.. I Wanted to be a cock tease!
First I made him take my 6" stiletto heel in his mouth, and suck it, then I had him worship his way up my boots, all the way to the top. I had about 3" of stocking tops peeking out at the top of the thigh high boots, and I made him kiss all the way around the top of my thigh. THEN it was time for the main course.
The little bitch sucked it so fucking good, I humped his face, and made him gag a few times ;-) choking on my cock. I demanded that he beg for my cock up his ass, and I grabbed some of his lube. I squeezed the lube all over the head of my cock, and rubbed it all over. I forced him to get onto his knees on his big four poster bed, and I climbed out, and stood up next to the bed, I pulled his ass back towards me, took aim, and stuck it right in.
Just as I was getting into the groove, and really about to cum hard, he flopped down onto the bed, pulling away from my cock.. apparently this was the BIGGEST cock he'd ever had up his ass, and he just couldn't do it. Talk about killing my little buzz.. :-( then I realized that it might be fun to train him to take my cock, starting out with my finger (which I had forgotten the last time I played with him, almost got squeezed to death up his ass).
SO, we played around in the bed, and next thing I know it's 3am, and my husband is calling looking for me... wish hubby had been closer, I'd have had him fuck me really good (because I was so god damn horny from all the fucking foreplay) and forced my newest little fun bitch to clean me up, while I allowed him to jerk himself off...
I finished up on the phone with my husband, telling him that I wasn't coming home, and not to worry about me, and then went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and pee before getting into bed and going to sleep with M. However when I looked in the mirror, M. had given me this huge fucking hickey on my neck!! I FREAKED. I totally LOVE telling my husband about all the hot escapades I have, (while we're fucking), but it's another thing for him to see evidence of said dalliance on my body!! Totally felt like I was 13 again, and it came rushing back that "toothpaste" is a good cure for them!! Got myself lathered in toothpaste and climbed back into bed... of course just like every fucking man who cums, M. was out like a light, and snoring like a freight train. I masturbated, and fell asleep.
The little slut woke me up this morning at 6am humping my leg like a fucking bitch in heat. It was kinda hot to climb between his legs, and slide my finger up his ass, watching while he jerked off and shot a huge load of cum over himself. I took the finger that had been up his ass, and wiped up a gob of cum onto it, and then forced it into his mouth... yummy yummy...
I left at 9ish this morning and had to go get an oil change, came home briefly to fuck my husband silly and ride his face, showered, changed and then ran out the door with him to go to the gym. Then I met up with Sugar Daddy at the mall - and of course because of my wild night, I wasn't in the mood to shop today either!! I just got home a short while ago, and still haven't slept :-( I'm going over to my old house in Columbia tonight to talk with she that will remain nameless... I wanna have her move out and I wanna set up the dungeon again so I can play properly when the mood strikes.
EH my other young little sexy slut & foot fetishist wants me to come out and meet him for a drink at cancun cantina later tonight, and as he's the one who suggested I get in touch with Lexi, I'm thinking that I may just have to go reward him with some pussy worship..
Anyway, due to my bad time keeping skills all day long, I was about 15 minutes late getting to "Your Mama" meet n greet. Wish I'd known they really were in the same age group as my mama. I'm totally glad I met Lynne, but there was this whole Natzi name tag wearing rule, and they just wouldn't quit with it. It was very weird. Not my bag. My little sissy cock sucker and I sat down briefly - very briefly, just long enough for us to figure out new plans. The new plans turned out to be very awesome!
We drove down to DC to the TNG meetup, --- that was off the hook. I finally got to meet Goddess Lexi, and Mistress Lynn.
I don't know which sub told me that Lynn and I would totally hit it off, but she's awesome. I think our personalities might be a lot alike. I spent ages talking to Lexi, and really enjoyed her. She's smart, funny, and absolutely gorgeous.
Unfortunately? I was so horny to take M. back to his place and fuck him with one or both of my strap ons, that my mind kept wandering, so much so that I told M. it was time to go. If you're young, hip, crazy and like to party, clearly TNG (on special event nights), and not the black rose is the place to be. Everyone looked like they were having a great time, and they were all mostly in my age group, or younger.
I drove us back to his place, where I had him put my stockings on me, then my thigh high boots, then my strap on, and then I stood up and took off my dress. He was such a horny little bitch. He couldn't wait to wrap his lips around my cock, but I made him wait.. I Wanted to be a cock tease!
First I made him take my 6" stiletto heel in his mouth, and suck it, then I had him worship his way up my boots, all the way to the top. I had about 3" of stocking tops peeking out at the top of the thigh high boots, and I made him kiss all the way around the top of my thigh. THEN it was time for the main course.
The little bitch sucked it so fucking good, I humped his face, and made him gag a few times ;-) choking on my cock. I demanded that he beg for my cock up his ass, and I grabbed some of his lube. I squeezed the lube all over the head of my cock, and rubbed it all over. I forced him to get onto his knees on his big four poster bed, and I climbed out, and stood up next to the bed, I pulled his ass back towards me, took aim, and stuck it right in.
Just as I was getting into the groove, and really about to cum hard, he flopped down onto the bed, pulling away from my cock.. apparently this was the BIGGEST cock he'd ever had up his ass, and he just couldn't do it. Talk about killing my little buzz.. :-( then I realized that it might be fun to train him to take my cock, starting out with my finger (which I had forgotten the last time I played with him, almost got squeezed to death up his ass).
SO, we played around in the bed, and next thing I know it's 3am, and my husband is calling looking for me... wish hubby had been closer, I'd have had him fuck me really good (because I was so god damn horny from all the fucking foreplay) and forced my newest little fun bitch to clean me up, while I allowed him to jerk himself off...
I finished up on the phone with my husband, telling him that I wasn't coming home, and not to worry about me, and then went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and pee before getting into bed and going to sleep with M. However when I looked in the mirror, M. had given me this huge fucking hickey on my neck!! I FREAKED. I totally LOVE telling my husband about all the hot escapades I have, (while we're fucking), but it's another thing for him to see evidence of said dalliance on my body!! Totally felt like I was 13 again, and it came rushing back that "toothpaste" is a good cure for them!! Got myself lathered in toothpaste and climbed back into bed... of course just like every fucking man who cums, M. was out like a light, and snoring like a freight train. I masturbated, and fell asleep.
The little slut woke me up this morning at 6am humping my leg like a fucking bitch in heat. It was kinda hot to climb between his legs, and slide my finger up his ass, watching while he jerked off and shot a huge load of cum over himself. I took the finger that had been up his ass, and wiped up a gob of cum onto it, and then forced it into his mouth... yummy yummy...
I left at 9ish this morning and had to go get an oil change, came home briefly to fuck my husband silly and ride his face, showered, changed and then ran out the door with him to go to the gym. Then I met up with Sugar Daddy at the mall - and of course because of my wild night, I wasn't in the mood to shop today either!! I just got home a short while ago, and still haven't slept :-( I'm going over to my old house in Columbia tonight to talk with she that will remain nameless... I wanna have her move out and I wanna set up the dungeon again so I can play properly when the mood strikes.
EH my other young little sexy slut & foot fetishist wants me to come out and meet him for a drink at cancun cantina later tonight, and as he's the one who suggested I get in touch with Lexi, I'm thinking that I may just have to go reward him with some pussy worship..
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